Tusiata Avia's new poetry collection Fale Aitu | Spirit House will be launched during the Auckland Writers Festival on Wednesday this week. Tusiata is taking part in a number of sessions at AWF, see their programme for details.
Tusiata Avia ((2016, Hayley Theyers Photography) |
You travel the
world in your latest poems – Samoa, Christchurch, Gaza, New York – and your
poems are not romanticised, ‘travel’ poems, they’re political and tough. Do you
find your work getting drawn into the politics of wherever you travel?
For me the personal and the political are intertwined: the politics of
the places I’ve lived in or visited effect me on a personal level in some fundamental
way. For instance, the friends I had/have on both sides of the Israel/Gaza
wall; I have an emotional connection to them, even the ones I strongly disagree
with. I still love them.
One of the things I’ve learned from all the years of travelling: for me,
it is all fairly meaningless unless I am making real connections, heart-connections,
with people. Some people expect me to be like my poems in that way – political
and tough – I’m not. I often don’t and/or can’t express things (particularly
things that upset me) immediately. I’m not quick on the uptake. But I feel
things – emotionally and intuitively –
immediately. I often feel much
more than is comfortable to feel, I have a very ‘porous’ skin. Writing is one
of the ways I have to process and express
how I feel about things and then send that out into the world.
Some of the
poems in this book make for confrontational reading. I’m thinking of
‘Demonstration’, which I heard you perform in Dunedin. It was hard to listen
to, but I also couldn’t help but be filled with joy at how commited you are to
not flinching from difficult topics, in this case, rape. Can you talk about the
process of writing such a poem and then deciding to perform and publish it?
I’ve only performed that poem twice. It requires the right audience,
people who kind of know what they might be getting themselves into. And I have
to do some preparation to perform a poem like that. That poem in particular is
very confrontational but in an unexpected way – it sneaks its way in and then
really slams you. Some times you have to break the wounds open.
I wrote that poem after attending an anti-rape protest rally, it made me
think about my own experience of rape as a young woman, and what I’d done with
it, how I’d buried it. I was questioning myself during the rally: was it REALLY
rape. Then I went home and I had to write the poem pretty much straight away. Most
importantly, I had to reclaim a position of strength. I had to find that strength
for myself. I guess the invitation in that poem is to consider how we might be
with our traumatic, buried experiences. They don’t have to stay that way.
I’ve always the need to bring the skeletons out of the closet (my own
and ours collectively, as a society) and bring them in to the light so we can
all examine them. As I see it, that’s part of my job as a writer.
There’s a voice
in your poems that’s been there from day one – this Samoan/Palangi voice – for
which you are rightly celebrated. Is this a voice from your family and
neighbourhood growing up? How has this voice developed over your three
collections?
I think it’s really hard to pin down your own voice. I think it’s like
identity: not static, always fluid, sometimes has its feet on one side of the
border, sometimes on the other, sometimes straddling both camps, sometimes in
neither, in another place altogether.
I wrote much of my first book, Wild
Dogs Under My Skirt, in a number of Samoan voices. Sometimes they came from
particular members of my extended family and sometimes they came from the
voices in my head that (even though they expressed themselves using Samoan
vernacular and accents) are universal to the kaliedescope of the human
condition: bouncing from love to cruelty to rebellion to humour etc.
I don’t use that specific ‘Samoan voice’ so much now, I don’t really
know why. I’m not trying to consciously use any particular voice. I think I
just write whatever is there inside me – it finds its own mode of transport out.
The new
collection is called Fale Aitu | Spirit House – and there are aitu all over the pages of
the book. Can you talk about the role of aitu in your poems, are they a
character, guiding principles?
Aitu are spirits. And I guess spirits can inhabit all kinds of things
and take the form of all kinds of things. Sometime I feel them physically as
actual presences. In modern Samoan culture aitu tend to be thought of as scary,
dangerous things (like ghosts or demons) and best avoided, but they played an
important and less negative role in our misty pre-Christian past. Whether we
believe they’re there or not, whether we feel their presence, whether we’ve
buried them, they still walk along just behind us.
Fale Aitu |
Spirit House is a selection from a much larger number of poems written in bits and
pieces over the last 6-8 years. I didn’t sit down with a project or a narrative
(like my earlier books) and write a body of work. These are a distillation from
poems I wrote when I had no time to write; I had become a single mother and
then a full-time-working single mother. Believe me, there is no time to write,
let alone write anything cohesive! That worried me when I finally put together
a manuscript, it just seemed like a disparate bunch of stuff to me, until I
gave it to Bernadette Hall ( a friend and mentor). She handed a bunch of the
poems back to me, and said, “Look, there it is.” And then I could see that the
book had been there all along. I think my subconscious knew what it was doing
all those years; the aitu knew what they
were doing all along. Now I read it and am surprised to see how it works, the
shapes it makes and the echos Some shapes are a bit clunky, but then I think I
probably am too.
Fale Aitu |Spirit House by Tusiata Avia.
Released Thursday 14 May, in quality bookshops and at VUP's online bookshop
p/b, $25.
A launch for Fale Aitu will be held at Tautai Contemporary Pacific Arts Trust, Level 1, 300 K-Rd, Auckland on Wednesday 11 May, 5.30pm–7pm. All welcome.
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